My First Job

Breads, cakes and pastries are the things that I adore most when it comes to food. My passion towards owning my own bakery has never vanished. I've watched a Korean movie, Kim Tak Gu, and my desire towards pastry industry has built up. My first attempt to experience the atmosphere in a bakery is through working at a bakery. I should thank Allah for making it real. Although I'm not a baker, but being a clerk has been enough for me to observe from far how the baking processes that take place everyday in that small factory, Muda Bakery.

It's been a week and the fact that I get my income on weekly basis has made me even happier. The smell of bread and pastries have been the source of encouragement for me to dedicate my energy working from 8.00 till 5.00 p.m. The boss is very kind so as the other staffs. I've able to execute my task well guided by Lady Boss.

I look forward to other days. It's been fun working :)

Life with lots of dramas

Talking about hobby, I would like to confess that I love watching movies and dramas more than I like reading. I'm a visual person therefore I learn a lot through what I see and can't deny that I learn well through reading.

I feel like sharing my thoughts on the movies and dramas that I watched since it was the activity I do most of the time. Movies and dramas ranged from English, Japanese and Korean are enjoyable as it exposes me to their culture, places even things that I could not have imagine.

I looked forward to watch English movies becos its the only time that I feel like I can be exposed and silently interacted in English. Since I studied English, I feel at ease when I watch English movies. Its the time learning of new vocabs, pronunciations and other aspects of English take place.

I've watched countless dramas and I've a craze of watching dramas that's related to food as its theme. Korean dramas like Pasta and King Baking of Kim Tak Gu don't disappoint me with both impressive actors and storyline. and of course the food makes me fall in love immediately with the drama. I learn various types of pasta in Pasta and recipes for good bread from Kim Tak Gu.

I also enjoy movies that is associated with animals like animations, Madagascar and Ice Age and of course stories that is based on real life such as 1 litre of tears and The Case of Itaewon Homicide.

The obvious and lasting counter-effect from watching all the dramas are dark circle, high ambition to go to UK, Korea and Japan in the future, the love for good looks, deepen interest in cooking and baking and over admiration towards those nations.

However, I believe there's no regret in everything I do. I really hope that I can experience walking on the Seoul street during pre-winter , watching sakura blooms in spring when I'm in Japan and studying in well-known university in UK to indulge myself in their essence of living.

Lastly, I pray to Allah that everything that I do will be blessed and may all the wishes come true. InsyaAllah~

Aidilfitri and my resolution.

Aidilfitri has arrived. Ahlan Wa sahlan. Leaving Ramadhan with lots of memories and convictions towards the holy month. InsyaAllah, we'll meet again next year. This year is like other years, forgiveness and visits among the agendas for Raya.

Now, I was left with my little sister and parents when others resumed their studies as their holidays ended. Time sure flies. Eventhough my status is pending, I accept the fact that posting is not going to happen in a near time. Therefore, I've decided to look for jobs since being jobless affects my financial status and psychological being.

Confidence is what I'm lacking of. It has hindered me to explore the wide world and enter the world of occupation on my own. I've never taken a job before but this year, I have to, when there's no financial source that I can depend on excluding parents.

Grow up is what I can say. Literally, I can't grow anymore and stuck in this not-so-high height. But, grow up figuratively means that I should be brave to venture the mature world alongside of being 24 which is obviously an adult.

Allah is not gonna help his servant unless they try to help themselves first. So, I will try my best to do everything I could to not let myself bored and not productive anymore. InsyaAllah~

Quranic verses - Words from Lord of the Worlds

In the name of Allah Most Gracious and Most Merciful,

Ramadhan has made me feel close to Him. When I read the Quran and its translation, I realise that Allah has given His words in the most beautiful ways. Yesterday was the anniversay of the first word from Allah which is revealed to mankind through His Messenger, Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. The ultimate purpose of the revelation is to guide Man in their doings and for Allah, to be recognised as the creator of everything.

Lord of the Worlds, The Almighty are among words used to address Allah. Allah has stated the process of many things through His revelation so that Man learn and reflect upon it in order for Man to thank Allah through their obligations and good deeds.

The Holy Quran is meant not only to be recited but also to be understood and potrayed through actions in our daily lives. It has been relevant from Prophet's era and will remain relevant until the Doomsday.

Upon reciting Quran, Man is rewarded with pahala and blessings as a gift from Allah. Man will not know the benefits of reading Quran and practice it until they make it real in their daily routines.All in all, the most rewarding effect is the purification of heart whereby Man's soul is undergoing the cleansing process.

Therefore, let's all Muslim recite and understand Allah's words in the Holy Quran. We may not know what is installed for us unless we acted upon it. InsyaAllah ~

Fiesta of Food?

Despite the fiesta of 'ibadah', I shall say that some people take Ramadhan as fiesta of food. Bazaar Ramadhan which is exclusively available during Ramadhan has at least made my point right. Why not? Just walk through a bazaar, booths are at our both sides, left and right, and each booth provides almost different delicacies which we rarely find in other months.

I went to bazaar Ramadhan in Melaka couple of times. I honestly don't like it when there are lots of people.Dah..what did I expect? There should be lots of people right? The crowd had made my movements difficult.Therefore, I would avoid bazaar unless desperately in need of food.

Therefore, I prefer to cook at home or just ask my dad to go. Since there are not many family members at home, cooking seemed challenging. The portion should be just right to avoid wasting.

Talking about food, it has come to me that I shall share a special recipe that has established a record in my household. The most eaten pastry in 3 months, 6 pies were baked within that time.Even teachers in my mom's school had their first encounter with this thing called 'pie' and the one that they have specifically eaten, accurately known as 'Apple Crumble Pie'. That has made it even special..haha..

It's easy to make but a bit tiring becos there's few steps need to be fulfilled in order to make this savoury.

Oopss! Sorry... I could not paste the recipe here. I could not type it all over again cos its too long. If anyone interested, you can leave your email in the comment box. Btw, the recipe is in Malay.Feel free to do so :)

Alright, Happy Fasting everyone!!

The blissful month - Ramadhan

Finally, Ramadhan has arrived. Every year, I've always reflected upon the past Ramadhans. There will always be a new aim for another journey of self-purification. Each year, new memories were made as Ramadhan comes despite whatever you do, whether you're studying, working or on vacation.

Looking back at previous years, I've experienced fasting in UIA and the rented house in Peringgit during study period. I've collected many sweet memories fasting, breakfasting and terawih with my friends. One of the unforgettable would be terawih at 'surau' in Taman Peringgit Jaya which has the air conditioner. It was great to pray in such condition which hinders sleepiness.

This year, I make my vow that this Ramadhan will be spent wisely. Even without air conditioner, I've to be thankful that we can pray in peace compared to some other places like Palestin, Afghanistan and many others which might experience hardship.

Let us collect as much 'pahala' as we can through ibadah and noble deeds in this month. Lailatul qadar should not be wasted. Let's be one from many that meets the day.

Economic slump?

It's quite obvious that Malaysia is going through the economic slow down...The govt has restructured the budget and some subsidi has been decreased to avoid immediate bankcruptcy.
I don't know how far it is true but the future seems to be a little bit foggy for Malaysian citizens.
I just heard from my sister who's currently doing her A-level in INTEC, that this year will be the last year the govt sending off bright students to futher studies abroad.

Definitely, this country is having a hard time. We still can't figure out the future but this should be taken as a sign for people to be mentally, financially and emotionally prepared of what is going to occur in the future. For sure, we all have to be smart not to be fooled and stuck in this crisis long enough that we have to suffer being depressed.

Let's get smart you all !